Each of her paintings is an example of hours-long processes of being immersed in silence and emotional focus. Hence, you can find mixed-feelings in each painting: uncertainty, pain, a desire to escape, hope. Feelings she has experienced very intensely in the course of creating each piece.
She believes the drawings of this last stage are a true reflection of her personality. Through them, she faces and fights against her fears and leaves testimony of a constant reflection on herself as well as on everything that surrounds her.